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fearless? December 24, 2009

while most people are sipping eggnog and enjoying family, happily unwrapping presents or sleeping peacefully, i still can not sleep. don’t get me wrong, i’m as dead as a dog and my black eye circles are only deepening, but i just can’t get my head to stop twisting itself in knots. i pride myself in [...]

tobacco tin. October 24, 2009

“…he had a cold heart that wouldn’t let anyone inside…he would keep the rest where it belonged: in that tobacco tin buried in his chest where a red heart used to be. It’s lid rusted shut. He would not pry it loose”–Beloved funny how after two years, so much has happened but so little has [...]

sixteen December 30, 2007

It doesn’t feel so sweet. At all, actually. Especially since I’ve been doing work for the first six hours of being sixteen. It feels nice though, this birthday thing, even though it only comes once a year. After a year of having people drill it into you that you’re worthless, stupid, equivalent to the bare [...]

im not nice. May 16, 2007

you know, i never thought i’d say this, but i hate you. i really really really hate you. i’ve been thinking and there’s nothing, not one thing i should be thankful for from you, nothing i would reminsce and say wow that one really good thing you did totally makes up for all the crap [...]

what shade of blue. April 4, 2007

i always knew i was a blue kind of girl and blue is, and will be, my color.  it seems to never run out of shades. sure, the cliche thing to think when someone says “i’m blue” is “oh no, you’re sad!” but no, really, it isn’t like that at all. there’s bright blue which [...]

the most beLOVEd day of the year February 14, 2007

So in fifteen minutes, it’s supposed to be the day filled with the most love, hugs, kisses, and chocolate in the whole year, the day that keeps Hallmark from ever going bankrupt. That’s one side of the story. Then, in fifteen minutes the other half of the world will either be drowning in tubs of [...]

battle of the sexes. January 27, 2007

women are from venus, men are from mars. i never really understood that, but i thought it’d be a proper intro to this entry, which is pretty necessary considering the wall wars going on between some of us. haha. and as amusing as it is, you men need to learn some straight up facts and [...]

50 Things to do Before I Die January 22, 2007

Yeah. I’m not having much fun learning about hybridization and ionic bonds so I was thinking about making a list like this. I always wanted to so no time better than now, yah?  Okay, so here it goes, but in no particular order: Eat papayas without holding my nose shut. Learn to cook French cuisine, [...]

the precious escape. January 21, 2007

“I was confused. Everyone was talking to me,and I couldn’t understand a word they were saying. Then their voices became a blur and soon I couldn’t even recognize their faces. They were like these blobs. Then they started to grow fangs and their eyes became green. I knew I had to run away. I packed [...]